Whale Foam, Sea Honey Clouds bruise the night, defile every map the stars scribble on its open palm. I lose direction, hardly see the maw of indecision before it wraps me in teeth & tongue, traps me in another skin. I breathe air sour as surrender in this cavern of bone unflensed. If only the moon flowers bloomed in this darkness to light the way to change— Cobble a raft of squid beaks & seaweed & slip into ocean where salt cleanses, sun hardens, wind blows sweet instead of foul. Shed the corset of control, breathe sea-gold upon the shore.
red-pickup men pass me & my bike on montlake their dog-tongues unfurl & then bark thunder thighs & then the sound of vinegar & then I stop my body & then I eat their words & then my belly hurts & then I face my pretty face & then I sing strange hips to prove my worth & then I blue- pill my fat & then I breathe too much & then I grow arms inside my arms legs inside my legs & then I claim my space & then a man christens my limbs thighs of the world & then we pack and travel & then we glory each other & then he forgets parts despise whole & then I skin ice to stay warm & then I curdle his blessing & then I sing my hips to claim my worth & then I write a new ocean & then I braid breath into wind & then I garden wide and always & then I refuse to disappear
Lynne Jensen Lampe was born in Newfoundland and raised in Wisconsin and Louisiana. Her collection Talk Smack to a Hurricane will be out September 2022 (Ice Floe Press). Her poems—which often deal with conformity, sanity, gender, and faith—appear in many journals, including Figure 1, Yemassee, The American Journal of Poetry, One, and Rock & Sling, as well as SMEOP: Urban, a UK anthology. A finalist for the 2020 Red Wheelbarrow Poetry Prize, she lives with her husband and two dogs in Columbia, Missouri. When she’s not throwing squeaky toys, she makes time to edit academic books and journals. Find her online at http://lynnejensenlampe.com