by Constance Hansen
At the edge
of the mistaken
lake. Meet me
at the edge
of the woods,
where water
only laps rocks
in the wind, which,
too, is moon-ruled.
Meet me under
the towering firs,
where girls hung
used tampons
by the tails, like mice
on a haunted
Christmas tree.
The sisters were weird.
They’d been saving
their fetid darlings
in film canisters
and ornamented
a wintering
rhododendron
with contagious magic
because they favored
the boy who slept
inside the window
it scratched. How
do I know this
is a confessional poem?
Because I was there.
Meet me at the edge
of memory & fantasy,
of childhood & adulthood,
of attraction & repulsion.
Meet me in the middle
of the lake that GPS
led the car deep into.
Meet me in a faith
such as that, however
terminal, however
misplaced.
Like the moon,
we float on water;
we’re always new again.
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Constance Hansen is an editorial assistant at Poetry Northwest. Her poetry has appeared or is forthcoming at Harvard Review Online and EcoTheo Review. She was a finalist for the 2021 Fugue Poetry Contest. Constance holds degrees from Middlebury College (BA Religion), The University of Washington (MFA Poetry), and Seattle University (Masters in Teaching). She lives in Seattle with her partner and young daughters.