by Michael Sun
It was raining. It was raining that late fall rain, just-shy-of-snow kind-of-rain.
Gray sky, so I was watching my feet kind-of-rain. The kind of rain that puddles
shallow in the sidewalk, makes slick the faded reds of stamped-down leaves,
so I watched my black sneakers, toe over toe. The bone-chill rain washed out
my memory of warmth, the two cups of coffee in me gone cold, so I walked
down 53rd with my hands in my blue raincoat, and my head down.
I did not notice the birds until they flew up past me.
Gray and brown birds that must have been pecking for food. Those sparrows,
juncos, or finches – or whatever they were – they must have been there
the whole time. But walking with my head down, in the rain, my hands
in my blue raincoat, I saw the earth rise. I saw wings lift from dirt.
From nothing, from nowhere, which is to say, I wasn’t paying attention
because of the rain. Because my head was down, and when I looked up,
they had already gone, dissolved beyond fences. And I wasn’t even that
depressed, I just wasn’t paying attention, and the birds, the birds flew
from nowhere and surprised me so, so surprised I had to tell you about it.
I confess, I wasn’t looking for wonder, didn’t even want it this rainy morning,
but it happened. I am so happy it happened. A flight of birds from nothing
gone to nowhere, and oh, if you see me weep this time I swear it’s joy.
Category: Poetry
Swamp Thing Has a Change of Heart About Invasive Species
by Jack Bedell
When I was a man, I used to sit on the end of the dock fretting over hyacinths and nutria clogging up the bayou. I had genuine dread over tiger shrimp wiping out our local species. Now, hidden in the palmettos, I watch government skiffs putt downstream with agents cradling their guns and dropping depth charges into the water, and I can’t help but root for the carp leaping at their helmets, can’t stop praying for the snakeheads here to grow large enough to pull these men out of their tents at night and drag them into the water for safekeeping.
Jack B. Bedell is Professor of English and Coordinator of Creative Writing at Southeastern Louisiana University where he also edits Louisiana Literature and directs the Louisiana Literature Press. Jack’s work has appeared in Southern Review, Pidgeonholes, The Shore, Okay Donkey, EcoTheo, The Hopper, Terrain, and other journals. His latest collection is Color All Maps New (Mercer University Press, 2021). He served as Louisiana Poet Laureate 2017-2019.
The Capable
by Samantha DeFlitch
Through the rain-haze, the tollbooth appears heavy on the land, asking so much, demanding. The night extracts. The rain-could-be-snow takes our final dime. We could be gentle, here: the lagging deer can, given time and necessity, clear the berm. Once, even God slowed down their car on the turnpike and waited for the lame animal to pass. A wild and elemental moment for God, who knew, and knows, and will know when all things die - but in this moment, gentle goes the passage, and it its own time. This is just to say: I, too, am worthy of the holy moment, this kind dimming of the headlights amid deluge and asphalt. Please: don't deal me out. Name me capable and point my body where the road will guide me home. Capable: it means bringing food to the children without hope. See: I drag my leg behind as I push pills past the dog's throat; worthy woman trudging through a remarkable life. Overhead, hanging far beyond the Pittsburgh smog and rain, stars have come out in real soaring spirals and the deer has taken up some yowl. A tired animal, and soft with eyes saying please: I was here. Don't forget about me.
Samantha DeFlitch received her MFA from the University of New Hampshire, where she is the Associate Director of the Connors Writing Center. She is the author of Confluence (Broadstone Books, 2021). Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in The Missouri Review, Appalachian Review, On the Seawall, Driftwood Press, and Hobart, among others, and she is the 2018 recipient of the Dick Shea Memorial Award for Poetry. She lives in Portsmouth, New Hampshire with her corgi dog, Moose.
Let’s Be Christian Soldiers: Activity and Coloring Book – 1950s
by Megan McDermott I am ready to detest you until the Etsy listing shows me your Joan of Arc illustration, and I am swept up in a moment of girl power feminism and/or bisexual swooning for my imagined crush: Joan, the saint I would date if I had to date a saint. Onward Christian soldiers becoming acceptable if it’s me and Joan. Yes, let’s be. Me and her both “brave, bold heroine”s, though I’ll wear a dress and let my hair swing across my lower back. I would bumble on battlefields but could maybe match her “flaming spirit,” being both woman preacher and drama queen. Let’s be Christian soldiers and never die. Let’s be Christian soldiers and forget also how to kill. Let’s be Christian soldiers, enflame our spirits with God, with each other, with tongue.
Megan McDermott is a poet and Episcopal priest living in Western Massachusetts. In 2018, she graduated from Yale Divinity School with a certificate from the Institute of Sacred Music, an interdisciplinary program dedicated to religion and the arts. Her debut chapbook Prayer Book for Contemporary Dating will be out later this year from Ethel Zine and Micro-Press, and recent poems have been published in The Night Heron Barks, Miniskirt Magazine, 8 Poems, and Amethyst Review. Find out more at meganmcdermottpoet.com.
Having a Ginger Lemon Honey Chai With You
by Saumya R. Kedia
after "Having a Coke With You" by Frank O’Hara
Is even more fun than going to Bombay sans return ticket or being late on a deadline again, or forgetting our belongings but never giving up the hope that they will return to us. Partly because in your banana shirt you look like a modern mermaid who has discovered the inanity of clothes, partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for ramen, partly because of Sonipat skies and their continuous sunset, partly because of our private eye rolls that reveal more secrets than they keep, it is hard to believe when I’m with you that other people are not as transparent ergo allowing light through isn’t a function of personhood. In the mess lawns, at five o’ clock, we whisper as if the red bricks have cameras for cement, photographs have face recognition…and I wonder why in the world did we as a species want to be seen so badly. I look at you and thank god that you are not a photograph. The photos of our mothers are enough. We come visit them together. And the fact that you dance so freely after a glass of gin and tonic more or less takes care of rhythms and the fact that you nap on the grass with me ensures that the ginger lemon honey chai has been drunk, the strawberries well-eaten, and the metre sung. Behind the Dhaba, I never think of my mother in her bony frame, faded blue denim pants with contrast stitching matching her t-shirt, and brown belt, and what good does all the research do when she couldn’t go to fashion college because of tuberculosis and an overprotective father. Or for that matter the red bricks who wish to be sky blue, which is why I want to tell you how grateful I am.
Saumya Kedia is a writer from Mumbai, India. She is finishing work on her first manuscript of poems. You can find her @saumyakedia1 on Twitter.
Maggie, We Keep Driving
by Alina Stefanescu
for Maggie S.
I couldn't sleep, my whole head
occupied by endings. Fear sounds the same
up close, every edge shares its lightning.
By morning, the kids want fresh muffins,
something sweet as the commercial
you've rehearsaled: this motherhood.
The cereal poured over a headache,
the happy voice you rent to make
going nowhere sound fun. In a car
with coffee, roads twisted by last night's
tornadoes. The chatter of blossoms, azalea
buds. It is spring in Alabama. The teen
son says geese have teeth on their tongues
which they use to eat souls. You believe it.
Roofs look up from the road. You drive slower,
you slow for hearses. The youngest child
hums; she counts colts in the meadows.
She dreams of riding a Palomino.
You love these kids more than mayo
on french fries, more than midnight,
more than your own mother loved you
which is the algebra of ashes. What is true
remains impossible to measure, or prove.
The littlest raises ten fingers and says
I am both hands now, mommy. I am two
but I don't know about being more. She
says her heart only hoped to be a horse thief.
Alina Stefanescu was born in Romania and lives in Birmingham, Alabama with her partner and several intense mammals. Recent books include a creative nonfiction chapbook, Ribald (Bull City Press Inch Series, Nov. 2020). Her poetry collection, dor, won the Wandering Aengus Press Prize and is forthcoming in July 2021. Alina’s writing can be found (or is forthcoming) in diverse journals, including Prairie Schooner, North American Review, World Literature Today, Pleiades, FLOCK, Southern Humanities Review, Crab Creek Review, and others. She serves as Poetry Editor for Pidgeonholes, Poetry Editor for Random Sample Review, Poetry Reviewer for Up the Staircase Quarterly, and Co-Director of PEN America’s Birmingham Chapter. More online at www.alinastefanescuwriter.com.
Milford Sound
by Stephanie Burt
on Nathan’s birthday Were the vertical layers made Advancing or retreating Why can’t you see The glacier itself in the mist Are we entering Asgard or Alfheim Or Vanaheim where the friendlier deities Of cultivating vegetables hang out One soaked-through child loves the sea The other wants to draw so many Pictures of it All of my paper gets wet Spate or spatter of droplets forever No one is judged Below the rainbow bridge Under the roar the high amplitude the nonhuman No one could sail This feedback this fiord Moss and silver beech and assorted shrubs Will flourish on the surface of the rock Able to drink salt spray He said He loved it He also said I didn’t know It would be extremely rainy I didn’t know The mountains would be covered in tears
Stephanie Burt is Professor of English at Harvard. Among her recent books are After Callimachus (Princeton UP, 2020) and Don’t Read Poetry: A Book About How to Read Poems (Basic, 2019). A new chapbook of poems about superheroes will appear from Rain Taxi Editions this year, and a new full-length from Graywolf in 2022.
Prayer for Saturdays (After Paulus Silentarius)
by Stephanie Burt
(Greek Anthology 5:219)
It’s better when you blush
before you kiss me, better
if they don’t find out.
Let’s tie each other’s shoes.
Let’s run a race we mean to lose.
Let’s have a crush
that violates the spirit, but never the letter
of the Comics Code,
where what you almost
see is more important than what you can.
Let’s run together like melted butter
under our shared cotton coverlet
tonight, and never let
anyone tell us we’re brave, or foolish, or bold,
nor give each other reason to doubt.
Let’s make each other toast
tomorrow morning. Get out your pocket
calendar. Let’s make our sleepover plan.
Stephanie Burt is Professor of English at Harvard. Among her recent books are After Callimachus (Princeton UP, 2020) and Don’t Read Poetry: A Book About How to Read Poems (Basic, 2019). A new chapbook of poems about superheroes will appear from Rain Taxi Editions this year, and a new full-length from Graywolf in 2022.