—for Gabe
After singing you
to sleep, I lay you down.
Outside, a week of heat
ends in streaks
of lightning and rain.
A close strike
cracks the black egg
of night, blanches blue-white
the curtains by your crib.
You sleep, though suddenly
illumined like bone
in an x-ray, like a candled egg.
Air and earth boom,
then rumble back to a solace
of water and wind.
Small in this thunder, I
lean over your crib, listen
to your breath, and wonder
what the lightning struck,
and where and when
it will strike again.
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Matthew Murrey‘s poems have appeared in many journals such as Prairie Schooner, Poetry East, Split Rock Review, and Under a Warm Green Linden. Matthew is the recipient of an NEA Fellowship, and their debut collection, Bulletproof – selected by Marilyn Nelson – was published in February 2019 by Jacar Press. Matthew works as a public school librarian in Urbana, Illinois, and can be found online at https://www.matthewmurrey.net/ and @mytwords on Twitter and Instagram.