they look inside the palm of a mother’s hand and find what had been sought after for every generation: evidence that each zippered genome marries itself with an illness; mental sickness passing through the blood. What had been sought after for every generation? documented traumas informing clinicians of circumstances, of an illness; mental sickness passing through the blood, answering pleas from every daughter asking “what’s wrong?” documented traumas inform clinicians of circumstances of who precedes daughters, and who preceded her, and she who answers pleas from every daughter asking “what’s wrong?” answer: her predecessor, whose softness contains multitudes of dysfunction. the one who precedes every new daughter, duplicating traits she loathes from herself, imposing imperfection to descendants in her line of genetic mutation. each element she originates streaming through each vulva, each lip different than the ones before and each child asks “what’s wrong with me?” as hairs pepper their cusps hued congo pink, ellipses trail torsos, lines burrowing further as years pass, striping their bodies with inheritance of weight watchers on fridays and hiit classes on sundays at fourteen, all are a scapegoat from her cervix migrating across the generational gap all are pressing their lips together, puckering vulvas between their thighs praying the tingling goes away when they see outlines of breasts, praying numbness dissipates when they sit on a park bench, praying it all breaks, preventing what they found inside the palm of her mother’s hand. ____
Kay E. Bancroft (they/them) is a queer non-binary poet, educator, editor, and reviewer from Cincinnati, OH. They hold an MFA in Creative Writing: Poetry from Randolph College, and a BA from the University of Cincinnati. They serve as Poetry reader for Frontier Poetry and Poetry/Hybrid reader for Longleaf Review. You can find their writing in Voicemail Poems, Hooligan Magazine’s “Spilled Ink,” Cotton Xenomorph, Longleaf Review, The Rumpus, Beyond Queer Words, and more. Explore their work at kayebancroftpoet.com